My new life

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My new lifeI was nothing special in School. High School or college. I spent my time trying to keep my head above water. I didn’t play sports or have a lot of girlfriends. My Mom took up a lot of my time and so did the house we lived in. I got out of school and found a job and went to work.I started looking at porn and was drawn to all sorts. For some reason I liked guys in panties the most. I did put on my mom’s when I found them. And that was fun. Sitting in my room with the door locked, shades down. In my mom’s panties looking at porn… Jerking off. I knew that my mom’s panties were not going to do it for me much longer. Thank God for Amazon. First two pair, then five. Then one dildo then three. Cock rings and cages. Chatting with strangers who would call me “Fag boy,” and “Sissy panty boy.” And I liked it. They would ask me if I liked to suck cock and get ass fucked and I would say yes but I never have done anything other than Panties and sucking my dildo before I would try to get it in my ass. The first time it popped in it hurt so much I thought I would not ever do it again. Two nights later it was back in. I found that when they would say something, I would try it. Clipping my nipples. Wearing my panties to work. Wearing my panties in the shower and pissing them. Taking them off and holding them to my mouth and nose. Sucking on my pissy panties. I would do it all. And then jerk off. One man said he owned me and I was to eat my cum every time I came. He stopped talking to me but I kept eating it. It went on like that for a while. I was a panty wearing cum eating want-to-be Sissy boy.Two years later I am doing well. Having fun on line and my Mom dies leaving me the house. I have the place to myself now and can do whatever I want with no locked doors. The house is in the country and no one is close by. No more shades and locked doors. I freely walk around in my panties now. I have ordered other things to wear. I find that I love baby dolls and tank tops. I spend many a Saturday in just my panties and matching silk tank top. I move to the big bedroom with the bath and I am free to be the Sissy Slut I think I am. Now mom always took care of servicing of the house and I knew most of it. What I didn’t know was that she had booked a furnace cleaning a year ago. I had planned for a big day. I had all my dildos out on the bed. I was in my new Panty and tank set. Shaved and caged. Lubed and perfumed. My bedroom had a door to the back porch and it was a wonderfully warm spring day. So, I walked out onto the back porch and sat in my chair. I opened my lap top and started looking for someone to play with. I was pinching my nipples with one hand and surfing with the other. I was lost in my word of porn with a Hypnos Sissy video playing. It was telling me to “Suck cock. I love cock and cum. It’s your life now. Just suck it. Don’t ask questions, just suck his cock”.It stopped and I was just about to click on another and I heard a man clear his throat. I looked over and saw the oil guy leaning over the railing of the porch. I froze and then got up and moved to my room. I put on a man’s robe when I heard a knock at the front door. Red faced as I could be, I answered it. He said he was here to clean and service the furnace and it would take about an hour. He said it was part of the contract and was free. He asked if he could start and I said “okay” He turned started to the basement door and turned and said “Don’t worry. I have seen worse. My name is Rob.”I went to my room and took off my panty and tank set put on running shorts and a man’s T shirt. Picked up my lap top and put my toys away. I was feeling very disappointed and embarrassed. In about 45 minutes I went downstairs to see how he was getting on. He said fine but he could use a beer. “Why don’t you run up and get one for me.” I said ok and I did run up. I got the beer and took it to him. He wiped his hands on a cloth. Took it and took a sip. He was looking me up and down. “Why did you change?” he asked. I got red faced again and said “It’s not what you think.” He said “What do I think? That you like dressing up and looking at porn?” I wanted to say something but I could not think of a thing. There was nothing to say. He saw what he saw. And I am sure he heard the video.He finished the beer and thanked me. As I turned to go, he told me I should change back. That I looked good that way. After all it’s your house. I went up and didn’t think about it right away. Then I thought why not. It is my house. Now I don’t know if it was the Hypnos videos or what but I did find myself back in my panties and tank top back on the porch. Sitting in the sun I closed my eyes then atakum escort I heard him say in a low voice “That’s better. I’m all done. How about you hop in and get me another beer. “I found myself getting up and hurrying in to get him one. I looked over my shoulder and saw him looking at my ass in the panties. What was I doing? Is what I think is going to happen, going to happen? I came back and he was sitting on the railing in front of my chair. When I sat down, I was eye level with his crotch. Did he know this? He took a sip of his beer and looked down at me. I dropped my eyes to the floor. I don’t want you to think I was just saying that before. I have seen worse. You’re not the first set of panties I have seen on a young man. I have seen lots of tits and pussies as well. I have been offered sex for work. I gone to the house to fix a perfectly good hot water heater because they wanted to fuck. And I have had more than one offer to get my dick sucked by a man. I had a grown ass man come down the basement naked, with a paddle, telling me he was bad. I just think people want to try what they want to try. Thank you for the beer. Did you want one?” I said I didn’t and he just kept looking at me. “No, I guess you don’t. I know those videos you look at. How do they make you feel? Do they do the trick? Do you want to do things that they say?” I didn’t say a word. Have you ever felt a man’s cock before?” Was he saying that I’m not a man? But I shook my head no. I’m still looking at the floor. I look up to his crotch as he says this. I can see a bulge in there now. “New to this.” He takes my hand and puts it on his crotch. “There. That’s what it feels like. Want to see it?” I no it’s not but I can feel the heat coming from it. And my cock tingles. “If you want to see it you have to take it out. I won’t.” I open his zipper and take it out. In my head I am saying NO… No. Stop!!! “Go ahead. Feel it. Stroke it if you want. Do whatever you feel like. But if you are going to put it in your mouth you have to look at me when you do.”I start stroking and feeling it all over. It’s not that much bigger than mine but it is thicker. And so hot. I hold it to my face like the videos said I should. Then I look up and open my mouth. I am about to taste my first cock. He pushes my head back. His cock just out of reach. “Ask me. Ask me and tell me what you are.” “Please may I suck your cock? I’m a Sissy and I need it.” “Sure, you can.” And he let’s go of my head. I put it in my mouth and it is nothing like my dildo. It’s alive, hard, hot and soft all at the same time. It makes me moan and I don’t know why. I work in it slowly. He puts his hand in my Tank and plays with my nipples. My mouth is getting so wet it’s dripping. He tells me to take it out and stroke it looking right at the head. “Now lick.” I do, I lick just the head but something in me wants to suck it deep. “Now lick my balls Baby. That’s right lick. You can suck on them if you like” I take one then the other in my mouth. I wish I could take both for him. I want to please him so much. (Is it the videos? Are they working?) All I want right now is to suck that cock. Love that cock. Get that cum? Make him cum. Make him happy.“Okay baby. Back in your mouth. You are doing so well. I won’t last much longer. If you want my cum in your mouth just say yes Daddy. If not just take it out and jerk it off on your face.” For the first time with a mouth full of cock I say” Yes Daddy!” He starts to pump in and out of my mouth but not going too deep. Then I feel it get thicker. The head is huge! And then it lets lose. I know what my cum tastes like. His is thicker and hotter and so much more of it. I suck and swallow all of it like I have been doing it for years. When he is done, I kiss the head and slowly put it back in his pants. He pats my head and tells me I did good.” The videos worked. You knew how to take it all. Not miss a drop. Now go get me another beer before I go, Sissy.” I got the beer and came back. He was sitting in my chair. I stood next to him. He took the beer and asked” How do you feel now that you sucked your first cock?” I told him I was not sure but I was glad that I did. He said he was happy to help. Then he put his hand on my panty covered ass. “Sorry. I just wanted to feel them. So, are you a Sissy or just thinking about it? “I told him I didn’t know. “Judging from that wet spot in your panties I would say yes. Now come with me. I have to piss.” He didn’t go inside. He walked into the yard. I stood next to him. He told me to take his cock out and hold it as he pissed. I did. Feeling the piss run though his thick cock was different but nice. When it was escort atakum done the last few drops got on my hand.” Lick it off Baby. Try it.” I did and he asked how I liked it. I told him it was fine. “Good, let’s go sit down.” He walked back with his cock still out and sat down. I looked around for a place and he pointed to the floor at his feet. On my knees sitting on my feet looking up at him with his cock right in my line of site. I am sure that’s what he wanted.He told me to put my head on his thigh and he stroked my hair. “How often do you look at those Training videos? And what do you do?” I told him that I look at them every day and I try out what they say. I told him about the man who made me eat my cum and the dildos I fucked myself with. I told him everything right from the beginning. As I spoke, I was looking right at his cock and I watch as it started to fill up. Just lying there. So thick. I wanted it again.” Well they worked on you. You can suck a cock that’s for sure. Well I guess I should be going.” I looked up into his face. “I want you to think about today and if you want this life you can call me back.” I asked if he wanted me to suck it again. He said I could for a little bit and after about five minutes he told me to stop. He put his cock away and got up. He left his number with me and left. After he left, I missed him right away. But I needed to cum badly. I worked my ass dildo in and out of me as I sucked on another. I watched the videos and came so hard. As I watched the videos that told me to please the cock, I felt pride in knowing that I did. And I did it well. Of course, I called him. I asked if he would like to see me again. He said he would but what was I looking for? I didn’t know how to answer that. “I liked what we did and would like to do more.” He said fine he would be by on Sunday but didn’t know when. And that I should be dressed “Pretty” for him and hung up the phone.Sunday came and I was up and in the shower by 7am. I shaved my legs, ass, cock and balls. Underarms as well. I put on my pink tank, thong panties and running shorts that were a little too short. Rob showed up at 12:30. He just walked around to the back porch and found me napping. He reached out and patted my ass waking me. “Rise and shine Sweetie. Get your lap top. I want to see what you have been doing.” I got up and went into the house and got my laptop. I knew there was some things in there I didn’t want to show anybody, but I would show him. I just knew I would.He started going through my pictures, History and then my chats. He told me to get him a beer and he read. I got it and he patted the floor next to him. In those chats he learned that I liked to be used. Used in all ways. My mouth. My ass. He learned that my biggest fear was being exposed… “So now that I see what you like. Let’s talk about what I like. You will do as you are told and not ask why. Understand?” I said I did. “Good. Now sit between my legs. Take out my cock and put it in your mouth as I read more about you. Don’t suck it just hold it in your mouth.” I did as he told me. His cock so warm and soft in my mouth. I wanted to lick and suck it but I just held it in my mouth. I would hear him grunt and laugh as he read. His cock getting hard in my mouth. “I see you like panties… Good. Cock sucking…. Good. Ball sucking as well. Good. A good spanking …. Very good. Cum in your mouth. Cock in your ass….. All good. Now take my cock out of your mouth and explain this cock cage you told them you have?” I told him about it and how I got it. Then he told me to get it and show him how it worked. He made me put it on and pull my panties up over it. He slapped me hard on my ass and told me to get him another beer. He wanted to see how I walked with my cage on. It makes me walk with a sway in my hips. He said he liked that. I gave him the beer and he pointed to the floor and his cock. “Now you can suck SLUT! Suck it good and hard, Deep down your slutty mouth. It says here that you are a cock sucker. Cum drinker. Asshole licker and a piss drinker. Let’s try them all. And let’s add FUCK SLUT.”I sucked his wonderful cock as he read and drank his beer. He would make ahhs and ohs as he read. His cock was thick in my mouth but not hard, hard. “Okay slut. Time to cross one off the list. You told more than one guy you would drink his piss. Have you ever?” I said no and he told me to put his cock in my mouth and not to take it out till I was told I could. He reached down and slapped me hard on my pantie covered ass. “Now you just suck and swallow as much as you can.” I locked my lips around his cock wanting to do my best for him. And then it came. First atakum escort bayan a drop or two and then more, faster filling my mouth. I swallowed as much as I could and only spilled a little. It got on my hand and on the floor. “That was good boy. Now lick that off your hand. Next time you must drink it all. Anything that spills you will lick up. On your hand or on the floor. Understand?” He put his hand under my chin and made me look up at him. “Now go brush your teeth and wash your mouth out.” I came back and he was still reading. Rob asked how I felt. I told him I was fine and all cleaned up. He was still sitting on the porch and I dropped to my knees and looked up at him.” Please may I suck your cock Daddy? I’m a Sissy and I need it.” He nodded and I took him in my mouth. He felt so good and warm in my mouth. So right.He put my computer on the side table and told me to get in my room and up on the bed. I was thinking that I was going to get my first cock in my ass. But no. He told me to get out my dildos. “I want to watch you fuck your pussy. And you better not go easy on it!” I took a midsize one and started to reach for the lube. “No. Sluts only need to lick a cock wet to take it. Suck that cock and make it wet. Very wet if you know what’s good for you.” Thankfully I had fucked my ass last night and I was sure I could take it. I sucked and licked till it was wet and got up on my knees. “No. Sluts like to fuck on their back. Legs up. They want to see the cock going in and see if there are any more around for them.” I got on my back on the bed and pushed the dildo into my ass. I went right in. I was fucking it in and out as I watched Rob getting undressed. He stood there watching me and stroking his big cock. “Tell me slut. Tell me what you are. What you want.” I told him I was a slut, A Sissy Slut. I told him I wanted to serve his cock. To lick his balls. Drink his cum and let him fuck my pussy. I then told him something I didn’t want to. I said” I want you to use me as you wish. Yours to use for you and your friends.” I don’t know why I said that but after I did, he told me to take out the dildo and suck on it. I did and he pulled me to the end of the bed and pushed his cock in my ass for the first time. It was hot. I mean hot inside me. He was fucking into me as I sucked on the dildo. He took it from me and dropped it on the bed. He took the lube and put some on his cock. “I want to get in deep Sissy. You want it deep?” He told me to pinch my nipples and pull on them hard. He was fucking deeper and deeper. It was deeper than I had ever gone. It hurt a little and I moaned. “Just like a SLUT. Moaning for more.” He started fucking harder and I could feel him getting thicker. “Pinch them hard! I’m going to cum and when I am done, I want to see them RED!!!WHORE!”I pinched and pulled. Twisted and pulled more. He was fucking me deep and swelling inside me. He shouted out “NOW WHORE.” My Sissy clit was leaking in my cage and his cock exploded in my ass. Filling me with his cum. Hot. Wet. Full. When he was done, he pulled out and took the dildo and pushed it up my ass. “You’re going to need a good size plug for that ass. Slut. Now clean my cock.” I got down on my knees holding the dildo with one hand and I sucked his cock clean. He lay down on the bed and fell asleep. When he woke, he pulled out my lap top and told me to email all my passwords to him. He started looking in my history file. He told me to hold his cock in my mouth again as he read. His cock felt so good in my mouth and started to thicken. “Make me cum.” I did and he pushed me away. Got up and got dressed. I’ll call you soon Babe. And he left. About an hour later I got an email. “Sissy, you were very good but you need to be better. Every hour you will suck on your dildo for twenty minutes. On the half hour you will fuck you boi pussy with it for ten minutes. Do this from 11:00 am to 11:00 pm with your Sissy Hypnosis Videos running. You may not jerk your Sissy clit at all. I have been looking your history. I think I can help you with all of it. If that’s what you want just answer Yes Sir!”I read this and thought about it for a while. Then sent it just as he said. At 10:50 I went to my room and put on the video and took my dildo in my mouth. I sucked it as deep as I could and my mouth watered as I did. Spit dripping down my chin and onto my shirt. At 11:20 I stopped. At 11:30 I pushed my dildo into my ass. It was a long day for me and I got used to the taste of my ass on my dildo. My “Sissy Clit” must have dripped a cup of Sissy juice. At 11:05 I got an email from Rob asking me how my day went and giving me a number to call. When I called, he asked me how my pussy and mouth felt. I told him that my jaw was sore, but my Boi pussy was okay. He said good and told me that he would be back tomorrow afternoon and he might not be alone. That we were going to work on another fantasy of mine.

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