Nellie and Nolan: The Later Years Part 1

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From the age of sixteen on for quite a few years, I held a relationship with my twin brother. Things were great and we were happy, but we knew that things were not going to last forever. The relationship we had with one another was frowned upon and we needed to live the lives the world wanted us to live. I did not handle this very well, but over time I understood why he ended things with me and I moved on. Though I never felt that I would ever meet another person, I did. I met a man who in the time made me what I believed to be happy. We got married, had kids and were living the life I was to believe was the life people were supposed to live. We were not happy though, something was missing with us and our relationship soon came to an end. It was at that time that I moved back in with my twin brother. We had not been together in a sexual way in many years, but we were still close and he gave me and my kids a place to stay when no one else would. I was grateful, but at the same time I knew I did not want to stay for long. Not because I did not want to live with Nolan, but because I did not want to live with Nikki, his girlfriend. Nikki was a gold digger, not that my brother was in any way rich, but he was well off enough to let her be as high maintenance şişli escort bayan as she wanted to be, and she wanted to be the greediest of them all. I still feel that she is with him only for his money … but that is something for another time and another place. So I have been staying here with my brother for a little over a year now and life was getting back on track for me, but bad news is never far behind good news. Not long ago, Nolan was diagnosed with cancer. As hopeful as we were for good results, it kept looking worse and worse for him. He was starting to give up as life crashed down around him and I could not figure out what to do for him. “I am going to go take a nap,” I informed him, pulling myself off the couch and heading for the stairs. “Will you wake me up in a few hours if I don’t come back down?” “Yeah,” he answered, his eyes not pulling away from the video game that he was playing at the time. Making my way up the stairs, I sighed. My kids were gone for a few days with their dad and it was time for me to just relax and try to regain control over myself once again. I threw myself down against my bed and pulled my blanket over my head. I liked it to be completely dark or I had a hard time falling asleep. mecidiyeköy escort bayan Though once my head was covered, it did not take long for me to fall asleep. “Nellie,” a voice broke through my sleep and pulled me back to the surface. “Nellie wake up.” My eyes flickered open to see Nolan sitting on the edge of my bed. My eyes wondered around the room for a moment to realize that it was dark outside, as well as in my room, beyond a small light entering from the hallway. “What time is it,” I asked him, rubbing my eyes in my palms. “I said a couple of hours not like six hours.” “I’m sorry,” he frowned, looking over at me. “I could not bring myself to wake you up.” “Why,” I asked curiously, raising my eyebrow in his direction. “Because you looked so peaceful,” he smiled, looking away from me. “Sorry I didn’t wake you up like you asked.” “It’s okay,” I informed him. “Just means I am going to have trouble sleeping tonight is all.” “Sorry,” he said again. “I will wake you up like you ask next time.” “That is all I ask,” I laughed, rolling over and placing my head on top of the pillow this time. “Care to join me?” I patted the pillow beside my head and gave him a smile. He shrugged his shoulder and curled up next to me, both escort şişli our eyes wondering towards the dark ceiling. “This is nice,” he said quietly, not turning his eyes away from the darkness that hung above us. “What is nice?” I asked him, turning to face him, though all I could make out was the outline of his face. I could tell that his eyes were still not looking at me. “Being with you,” he smiled, brightening up the room around his face just slightly. “I miss us sometimes.” “I miss us too,” I told him honestly. You never forget the things in your life that make you who you are, and what we had once, it shaped my entire existence. “I’m scared Nellie,” he told me, his voice choking up in his throat. “I am not ready to die.” “You are not going to die,” I told him quickly and sure of myself. “You are going to fight. Do you hear me? You are going to fight.” “For what?” He asked, his voice sounding hollow and far away, as if he were not truly laying by my side. “For me,” I worked out, trying to fight back tears at the same time. “You fight for me.” Not really thinking what I was doing, I rolled forward, half of my body pressing against his. Lowering myself down I pressed my lips against his softly, feeling so many emotions wash over my body. I had forgotten what it felt like to have his body and his lips against my own. It was not until that moment that I realized how much I truly missed him, all of him. “Make love to me Nellie,” he whispered against my lips, his hands wrapping themselves around my now trembling body.

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